During my stay in the hospital here I have several doctors over seeing my care. They all have the same basic idea's from my care but one doctor really keeps pushing to end the pregnancy. He keeps telling me the likely hood for the baby to survive is slim ... he says then if it does survive it could have a lot of medical problems. He is having some tests ran today to make sure I don't have an infection. If I do have an infection they will be taking the baby right away. So I am somewhat of a nervous wreck this morning. I will be having lots of tests done .. blood work and ultrasounds and such. I will know more later....
This is all so nerve racking and frustrating to me. Then to learn the whole reason my water broke so early was because ... of medical procedures that I had in the previous years. VERY upsetting to find out that procedures I had done are causing me to lose children. Seems like when the procedures were done I should have been informed of the possible risks to future pregnancies. I am sure there were other possible treatments instead of the ones I was given. Who knows .. just all so upsetting.


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Hang in there. We can't pretend to know how you feel but we can offer our sympathy, encouragement and love - always.
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