How do you feel
rejecting me like colleges
I see myself in you
But your mirror
is not clear or broken
Theres nobody to talk to
what will you do
emotionally hurt yourself
or let it all go
Why cant they see past my face
Dig deeper and deeper
to a tresure worth more thatn its worth
Come and see
the freak who only has a personality
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I am just gonna plug in with my thoughts..or rather what came to mind..and see if they touch anything for you
when colleges deny your acceptance...they send you this generic letter inthemail..after you waited and waited and finally get the envelope..stare at it a few hours and finally convinceyourself IF they sent it surely its to say"we love you" come join us....but instead..after all the anticipation...reduced you to tears...like that kid on the simpsons....HA HA....the big bully...
The mirror...I remember a very dark time in high school..when my face was broke out like the moon....it hurt....all my friends were dating"some guy"and my mom had a cerebal hemorage...survived it and proceeded to blame it on me...cause I had been out the afternoon it happened...she was babysitting my sis' kids and giving them a bath(which I guess I was supposed to be there to help with....) I used to lock myslef inthe bathroom and hate on myself in the mirror.... and the retrun immage hated right back at me..it was truely and ugly time.....no one ever knew...I cried torents at night..silently...till my mom discovered my tear stained pillows...and wanted to know what I was doing to ruin the pillows so...like I said it was ugly....
seeing the real person...digging beyond the face value....one of my last denominational church attempts...Ihad just this conversation with a fellow parishoner....I may not look like you, talk likeyou, dress the way you want me to, but I am a human being...and so are you....both with flaws...but both children of the same god....by any name....and both worthy of grace and acceptance.....
so I guess in all...you touched on the begingin of a very real song...
the title sounds country though....is it gonna be a country song?
the guts of it....feel more rock and roll to me....
I am behind in comments, but I wanted to let you know I stopped by to view your content and thank you for posting to I was bored :)