I HATE DUMBASSES!!!!!!! (yes, i'm pissed right now)

Unfourtunatley my baby's daddy happens to be a dumbass, because he's still denying the paternity of the baby... ok.. from Jan 20 (btw, that was the day we got togehter and the day he told me he loved me), till Oct 14th when he dumped me, he was the only person i had sex with. I found out the next week that i was a month prego. the shit about him getting with debbie 2 days later after dumping me doesnt bother me anymore, it just backs up what ryan says about him and his girlfriend past, and i honestly dont know why I didnt see the clues and listen. But the thing that get me is that from the moment i said i was prego, he had doubts. and now he says it isnt his, then when i 3-way ryan and him and butt out, he says he dosnt know.. and i'm looked at as "The Krystal Deal.. bitch, i'm having your kid, man up you lazy, immature son of a bitch! And no matter where he moves the government will find him, so he will be supporting his kid no matter what, or does he wanna become a deadbeat dad that he said he wouldnt be... he's on the road to it, lots of people agree. I had to take my responsibilities, i stopped drinking, and smokin pot (which kills me, but i'm not risking anything for my baby), and i'm gonna have to give all my time to my child. Am I truly ready for it? No. but God never asked me if i was ready or not, its go time NOW. I never like leaping into anything, but i have no choice now. I'm gonna be the best mom i know i can be, and have jim along by my side, and i doubt greg will even be in the picutre by the way he's acting, but that's ok. He gets pissed off about things he never got to do with his dad and stuff, and how he would be there and everything for his kid, and he's pulling this bullshit? I dont need it. If he wants to be a part of his child's life, more power to him, if he doesnt, that check in the mail every month will do. There's no running from it.. the government will find ya. well, that was my rant of the day...

<3 Krystal n baby