THINGS I LEFT ON MYPSACE- SOME ARE SAD

I stand still 

I told you what to do and you did it. You looked at me and motioned for my hand. You just wanted to be touched. I didn't linger. You felt it so quickly. you turned away. You looked at her. She feels more than you do. We all know what you want. Maybe she forgot. I didn't. That's why i stand still.

i wanted to say it's alright
but i'm not okay
maybe i should stick with what i know best
it's hard not to be the same.

to love what feels good
yet chase away everything i want
dear child forgive me when i love you
forgive me if i'm wrong even now

it's not the things i give myself
it's not the things i ignore
it's not complicated to be easy
but it's easy to be complicated

so let's pretend it's been awhile
there's nothing between us but a breath

dense

you make me a lie
you make me blind
you make me a tregedy
you make me predictable

is there time for me to stop running away
is there time for me to avoid the same thing again
is there room for me to pick up at the bottom
when i hide myself do you see it in my face

still the same used i used to be
still the same broken calloused shame of me
is this where i end and begin
is this where i die again like i did yesterday

you make me a lie
you make me a tragedy
you make me predictable pathetic and diseased

fail

never quite the same
never quite as good
never feel like i could cos life you gave it bruised

never quite the same
never quite as good
you became the only thing i know as life it should

as you give away
can you take it back
show me what i should have had and clear my broken path

as you give away
can you give me all
show me where i should now go this life i'll never know

cos all i fail
i can't move on
standing in my broken fenced in happens all gone wrong

assumption

i'll be the moron who let words slip past too easily

i'll be the idiot who dared not to be afraid if people knew the truth

i'll be the ignorant who chose to say just what i was thinking

i'll be contradictive to make it a lie

i'll be the blind asshole

i'll be the insanity inside my own head

the biggest mistake was being the fool who trusted you