Preamble
Thank you Tom for so kindly inviting me to submit my life attitude details here but I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you and quite unforgivably not stick to any protocol.
But. first of all, her are my nominees for the next "I've been Tagged". Now will you all be good and stick to the tried and tested routine. Please don't become mavericks like me. I'm being a bad boy here. Be good you dear people..
Svetlana G, Shruthi P, Cristina S, Cheryl W, Payam S, William D, Reena D, Priscilla P, Marge H, Sheila D, Yvonne F, Anne B Grote, Richard M, Carol R.
Introduction
I began by using the proper format as per Tom but then discarded the attempt. My boat has been tossed around by high winds and gusting hurricanes. I've slept in beds but also in bunks and under trees. I've dined with a duchess, sailors and wanderers.
An Opera singer has, with a smile, flung a rose at me from a stage.
How can I write all this in regimented form?
But I can tell you this: I hate and despise evil people and I actively work against them. They include corrupt officials, child molesters, woman abusers, etc.
I become deeply saddened when good friends disappear without any discussion. I give much of myself in my friendships and therefore the breaking of bonds is painful to me.
Fears? I've none. Not even of dying. I've lived in a jungle for four months without a gun. I've been near enough wild elephants to hear their tummies rumble.
Regrets? The greatest is that I never learnt to fly a plane.
Soul mates? I believe that they are gifts from God and that He could send to you more than one. I believe too that if you quarrel with your soul mate and part, it's an affront to God.
Leadership? Ha! I'm a Leo. A born leader...however I can easily curl up in a corner and enjoy the doings of others.
Arguer? I love a debate very much especially if we all learn a lot. If the going get's rough I calmly ease my way out. I've go nothing to prove.
Laughter? Oh I laugh very easily. In homes, on planes, in bars and during candle light dinners.
As an Engineer
I was fully trained for the logical world and became, it seems, an excellent engineer. It must have been so because my company sent me all over the world as a negotiator cum problem solver. Was it because of my ability and my personal style? Who knows?
I was sent to UK (4), Germany (4), USA (13), Canada (2). Brazil (1), Japan (1) times and because of this have seen many many places.
Break-aways and sport took me many more places: SA, Namibia, Zimbabwe, Germany, Holland, Spain, UK and Yugoslavia.
Generally
I could never refuse a challenge:
To swim a river, live in the bush, take part in debates, work on a boat, dance in the street, climb a mountain, cross a desert and so on.
I've always been drawn to spiritual aspects of life and have been to many mosques, Hindu temples, Shinto temples, Cathedrals and Churches.
I've had lunch with the PM of India believe it or not.
Life has placed me kind of accidentally on a few occasions in the company of "ladies of doubtful virtue"...including a geisha while in Japan. I never availed myself of their delights as I prefer some sort of bond to exist before I show any real interest. I spent my time with the geisha, in the absence of a common language, drawing pictures of our lands of origin and our dreams.
God's Command
The second, more profound, part of my life began when I married a charming young woman who fell to the ground after six months. Her brain tumour operation failed and she lay on her bed, a vegetable, for over a year before she thankfully died.
During that year, my happy-go-lucky relationship with God ended. The blessings up to then freely bestowed on me also ended.
Hour upon hour I would look into her eyes and couldn't discover what she was trying to tell me. Was it a reproof? If there was a plug I would've pulled it...I swear.
After a million "dear God, why's". I felt that I was being asked to work for Him.
I really did not know how to fulfil my task to Him but two years later, while under anaesthesia in a hospital, I received the same command. "Work for me. Tell the world about love and compassion. Write for Me. Write in the Eastern genre where My
Love has been known for the longest time".
I immediately resigned and, although inexperienced, began to write about 3 or 4 years ago.
I've just read that Vladimir Megre, a Russian author, too received a calling and immediately, without making any plans, has begun to write in Moscow books about spiritual insights.
I don't go out and look for work but people come out of the blue with engineering consultation work. A positive cash flow does wonders for ones feeling of freedom.
My Writings
I've completed 5 novels: Beloved Tigress, Maharani of the Skies, Shaadila the Oasis, Riding with Kismet and The Magic Fruit Tree.
Beloved Tigress is being considered by a Bollywood Company for filming in South Africa.
Next month I'll publish my anthology of poems and short stories under the title "Walking with Joy and Caprice".
All of my works are dedicated to God, love, compassion and spiritual joy.


Comments: 43
Hugs and blessings from Moscow - S.
I wonder if you know Vladimir Megre. His first volume sold 11 million copies in Moscow alone. Now its been translated into 20 languages.
I'll write mre about him and his remarkable writing later.
Sveta earlier,and thought"need coffee"... Am now enlightened!
Welcome to my world. Glad to meet you. That coffee part is just fine. It's all part of the enlightenment.
Thank you so much for sharing some of the light with us.
It's true...I've always confronted my fears head on. It was for me the only way.
Thank you for all of your words.
Very interesting to read all that you have written about yourself, Fred.
Someday you should tell us about this lunch with the Indian PM!
Where does one try to nail you..I see so many sides to you here!! LOL!!
Great response to Tom's tag!! Good to know you some more.
Best of luck with the books and the film based on one of them.
And my interest in your life has been rewarded with the article you have written for us. Lunch with the PM? Elephants tummies? World traveler? All the variety and immersion in life we would expect from one whose insight and talent for moving his readers is so great. The story of your marriage is a sad one; your leverage of it to blossom into a writer and spiritual envoy inspirational.
Thank you, Fred, for sharing this thoughtful and satisfying glimpse into you.
My devil-may -care life before that was just a preparation...nothing more than a preparation.
I was afraid of nothing and tried everything. I think that I must have known that God had a task in mind for me and would protect me.
I will tell that story about the Indian PM soon and please don't try and nail me.
If you met me you would say "what a simple person he is. He has no airs. He has no deviusness."
Ok perhaps my eyes would say a little.
Bless you for wishing me good luck.
I'll tell those stories in time to come...soon the PM one. It was a unique and quite memorable one.
Yes that untimely death of that innocent young girl, my wife, started everything.
I will look forward to hearing more of your adventures and writings. Good luck with your books.
Thank you for your encouraging thoughts. Glad you liked what you read.
Oh thank you for your blessings Apryl. I did those street dancing scenes on a few occasions purely for the joy of living. Couldn't help it. Everyone laughed and some joined in.
I too travelled by train for five days without having a ticket in my hands no money to buy food... I drank rice beer with tribal women in the deep forest of Nagaland and was a previlaged guest in many celebrity events... I walked fifty kilometres because I didn't have money to pay to the bus conductor... I fly to Delhi and Mumbai in economy class on company's expenditure! What an interesting read.. Thank you Fred, thanks a zillion!
I have some questions, I really don't like it here any more. You know that, I've done a lot of effort to reach this site. Bows to you.
Daniella, had to use another username and a differente pc. They'll kick me out in no time, FRED, so read it quickly.
I'll reply to you out of sequence as you seem to be ready to disappear.
Thank you for your visit. I'm glad even overjoyed that you came to visit. Thank you for making such an effort to get here. I t means a lot to me. Gather has always needed you. That makes your visit even more precious.
This time you must stay. I publicly invite you to nce again contribute to our literary and spiritual standards. I'll keep my eye on your standing here.
I am so sorry to hear about your beloved wife. How tragic that you only had her in your life so briefly but what a profound impact she must have made. Please consider that your stories of romance may very well be a tribute to her.
I truly believe that everything in our lives happens for a purpose. As applied to writers, I believe that everything that happens, adds more depth to our writing.
Lastly, I just want to say how very much I enjoy your writings and how grateful I am for your kindness and encouragement. You are an amazing and wonderful man, Fred Hose.
I got to ask am I the carol R?
or is there someone else on gather,
I have no idea what this particular tag is all about
Those words coming from me make me feel humble. I'm one of you many fans and I always look for something by William Dotani. I've noticed how your poems are reaching new heights as you explore new depths.
If you think that I can portray imagery then you've made my day. That's because I respect your well honed literary skills.
Thank you for your inspiring words dear friend.
You've had a wonderfully exciting life. Yes I tagged you because I knew that you had a story to tell.
I read your page and you tell a fascinating story. As time goes by, we want to hear more of you adventures.
You're one of my most faithful readers and I want to thank you for that.
Yes there's nothing like experience and God gave me that. So much that I can write about many things that I've seen or got close to.
If I've encouraged you Marge in a way that makes you want to write, then you've made me indeed happy. The way you comment, I know that you can write.
Thank you for all that you said dear.
Carol R is no one else but you. Yes it's tag time. You are a remarkable person and you should tell us about yourself. Please.
you are adorable Fred..
Best wishes..
Wow Bhawana. I'm glad that you enjoyed it all. Thank you for your very special praise.
I think that where I've failed here is that I speak of Golden days, postive ideas, desirable goals and proud achievements. I've done this because of my undertaking to be uplifting.
I could have approached the Tag assignment differently and described the hardships and woe that I've encountered in my life.
I didn't want to dwell on the fact that my father was addicted to morphine given to him by a doctor to ease the pain after a horrific accident. I'll never forget the crazed look on his face when he needed his next dose. He chased me out of the house just before Xmas day when I was 16, while in a drugged state. I never went back.
There was the time when a friend of mine decided to sleep with her father in order to save her marriage to a sterile husband.
When I was in Grade 8, I was publicly flogged for cheating in a best Pretoria school competition. I was innocent. Someone behind me had copied my answers without me knowing it. He was left unpunished.
As a first year apprentice I was so poor that I used to buy a packet of dog biscuits for my lunch. It's OK...I didn't start barking.
As an exchange student, I landed in Hamburg with only USD 10 in my pocket. That was not enough even to get me to my University town.
For the last 3 days of each month as a student there I had to decide on buying either a briquette for my little warming stove or buying food.
When I landed at the last railway station on the way to my jungle assignment I was suffering from severe food poisoning and I got lost in very dangerous circumstances.
I had to be taken to a gangster hideout, blindfolded, see someone being kicked while in a sack. I was then asked to go and get ransom money before they kick him to death.
These are only a few of the darker things that happened to me. There are more. I've revealed them here only because it's been indicated to me that I don't come across as a real person. They say I'm a plastic person. I've been told that I'm a fake. A non-person. A person who has tip toed through life smelling roses all the way.
No that's not true. I've seen the worst. Things that I've not even described here. However, I chose to write as I do. I choose to spit in the face of the tiger. I choose to laugh at the devil. I choose to tell the people around me who try to pull me down to go to hell.
If I dance in the street and if I tour England with an Indian cricket team it's because I'm saying that with God on my side I can achieve any damn thing that He allows me to.
If you want endless sorrow and suffering then don't look at my stuff. If you want to read about overcoming disastrous setbacks then join me.
oh no!!
ok I need the format so I can answer it proper like... please?
Heres the link to Tom's original article:
http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.jsp?articleId=281474977118360
Good luck
That smile tells it all.
Looking forward to your tale and please don't leave out those special details.
A life full of adventures ...what a life I may say...not many of us get chance to live this way .see so much and to absorbe all we get ...
appreciate your writing about the positive things and leaving the negatives ...
for me these lines describe you best
"If I dance in the street and if I tour England with an Indian cricket team it's because I'm saying that with God on my side I can achieve any damn thing that He allows me to."
you are blessed one to get Love , and follow His will ...
I would like to read your books , please let me know from where I can buy them...they will be my best collection ...does that make you my favourite author ..sure you are .
hugs and good wishes
--Amar
Are your books about your life? What are your passtimes now. What are your dreams for the future? Gee I have so many questions. Tagging is like seeing the crust on a pie, it always makes me want to see the insides.