What is a fool to do?

Here I have everybody around me telling me that I need to take time to adjust and find myself as I have come out of a voracious relationship.  I didn't listen.

I went on a date Monday night and found myself profoundly amazed and connected with this man.  I bragged about the sweet things he did and how well he carried himself and the level of responsibility and maturity this man possessed.  we also achieved a connection of spirit in such a short amount of time.

Now let me back up here a bit.  While i was with this person i just came out of a relationship with i met a man that moved me in many ways.  Within the short time we had spent with each other that day we had managed to connect on many different levels, this one as well was a connection of spirit.  As bad as I wanted to kiss him that night I didn't because I was involved.  I told him were things with me and the man I was with to go sour I would keep him in mind.

As I did so and made it a point to call him a few days after we broke things off.  He finally got back in touch with me tonight.  We went out and as I have only had one date with the other man i felt i was doing nobody any wrong.......until I started to feel the soul connection again.

I feel this connection with both men and am unsure of what to do now.  What I really want is to keep seeing both of them and see where these paths lead.  In reality I know that is greedy and usually doesn't lead to good things.  Never the less, I will still try my hand at it anyway as I aim to tell man x that i am also seeing man z.  As I was truthful with man z he understands and is comfortable with it.  Hopefully man x will handle it with the same attitude but there are no sure truths.  

I cannot be forced to choose for as it is I am blatantly unable to do so as it is.  I don't want to choose.  I want then both.

Maybe i should have listened when people told me to take time to just be myself.  I wouldn't be in this conundrum had I done so.  Yet I also never would have had the opportunities with these two exquisite men.

So what is a fool to do?