I’m trying to think of what I can say about Canella. You know, something flashy, something heroic. And there’s nothing. She was a mixed breed, a mutt, really. A rescue dog. She was brought to my parents’ property on a temporary basis. My nephew and his girlfriend were all into saving animals. They just weren’t very good at it. They were really bad at finding good homes for animals at the shelter. The girlfriend ended up taking most of them, the smaller ones at least. But this dog was close to two years old and weighed about 50 lbs (even though she was underweight). So nephew asked grandpa if he could house Canella for just a few days while nephew and girlfriend searched for other accommodations. Long story short, other accommodations were never found. Canella just sort of became grandpa’s dog.
Canella came with a story, as all shelter dogs do. Horribly abused and then abandoned by criminally neglectful owners, she should have been put down, because (some) abused dogs cannot be trusted around humans. But Canella escaped that fate because of my father’s generous nature. Bud would have shown the same kindness to the birds that flitted around his house. That’s why he hooked up a half dozen humming bird feeders on various tree limbs, as well as built and erected a purple martin house in the back yard. The nephew and girlfriend warned Bud that Canella may not behave predictably. So there they were, the two of them, standing in the back yard, looking at each other. Canella not moving, her head respectfully lowered. Bud two feet away, hand on hip, looking down at this big yellow dog. He slowly, carefully reached out a hand and touched Canella’s head. She flinched, just the smallest twitch. He slid his hand under her head, cupped her jaw, and lifted that big yellow head so their eyes could meet. My father has always been a good judge of character. I’ve heard my mother say that about him in this mysterious way. The two of them must have been judging each other. Canella’s tail began to wag, just a bit. Bud lowered his head toward the dog, just a bit. Then Bud announced, “She’s okay.” And that was that. I guess from that moment on, they owned each other.
The story could well end after that. Bud has had Canella for 10 years. She gained weight to at least 60 lbs., probably more. She lived in the fenced back yard with a locked gate. The neighborhood children were warned not to reach in the fence to pet her. Almost all of them ignored this warning. They would carefully reach through the fence to give that big yellow head a pat. Canella would allow it, then walk away. The child would smile, then walk away. And that was as dangerous as she got.
Now that’s not true. There were a few times when an adult (always a male) would approach the house and get too close to the gate. Canella would let out this growl that sounded like a truck engine. The one guy stupid enough to continue walking around started her barking. It was the first time Bud heard her bark. He was in the house watching TV. The bark was so loud and frightening that everyone in the house came pouring out to investigate. They saw the back of the salesman running away. Canella turned to look at Bud. The lips came back down to cover the fangs. The eyes cleared. The tail wagged. She came up to the gate and poked her head through the bars, inviting Bud’s pat. And the whole family knew not to ever let Canella loose without a leash.
For the last 10 years she has led a good dog’s life. Well fed. Well housed. She slept in the garage at night, and Bud installed a window unit air conditioner in the garage to make sure the hot Texas nights were comfortable for her. Usually a calm-natured dog, Canella would occasionally get playful. She would jump up and put her front paws on Bud’s shoulders. Standing erect, she was taller than Bud, and it was all he could do to keep standing when Canella gave him a big hug.
And that was Canella’s life for the last 10 years.
Last week Canella went missing. The gate was locked. No one could figure out how she got out. The family has searched the neighborhood and surrounding woods for days, calling her name, just calling, calling.
Throughout this time it has been raining in Texas, especially in the San Antonio area. We could only speculate what happened to her. The woods have wild animals. Canella is big but would be no match for an organized pack of coyotes or wolves. And still Bud would drive around the property every evening after dinner, searching and calling.
We found Canella’s body in a far corner of the property. Bud could not tell if she was snake bit or attacked by another animal. Because of the weather, her body was already degrading. Bud wants to bury her on the property. Mother said that he was crying about it. I’m sure he would not want you to know that about him.
That’s the whole story. She left as suddenly and as quietly as she came. There won’t be another dog. At least not for a while. For an ordinary mutt, Canella left her mark.


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I agree with you about that line. They're just our pets. They don't speak a complicated language. But there is a mutual ownership. And some pets are glad to know everyone in the family ... but there is always that special relationship with one family member. Aren't we lucky to have our animals Rose? And even though my sister is still steaming over the ruination of the carpets in her house, I'll bet she would ultimately agree.
I used the last $10 in my checking account to buy him out of the shelter... As the lady was making out the paperwork when I took him home, I read his file (upside down... I'm very good at that! ;o) ) and it said that he had lived with a young couple for 4 years -- since he was a kitten -- and the woman got pregnant and, that was that, she took him to the shelter...
Can you imagine? Being a pet with a good life and then, through no fault of your own, you suddenly find yourself in a place where you can smell death all around you -- never knowing what happened and why your beloved masters would do such a thing to you??? (I used to tell Loki that, someday, we were going to look up his former masters and take that kid of theirs to an orphanage... He liked that -- I could tell.... ;o) )
When you get a chance, bring some herbs to lay on her grave:
sage, lavender, mint, thyme - and if you can find it, borage.
These are to honor the soul and remind it of its true home.
"I think I could turn and live with animals, they are so placid and self-contained,
I stand and look at them long and long.
They do not sweat and whine about their condition,
They do not lie awake in the dark and weep for their sins,
They do not make me sick discussing their duty to God,
Not one is dissatisfied, not one is demented with the mania of owning things,
Not one knees to another, nor to his kind that lived thousands of years ago,
Not one is respectable or unhappy over the whole earth."
~~~~~~Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass
Think that says it all!
We're very proud of the fact that we have evolved ........ or have we?