Hey everyone, Yes i'm alive, tired an barely breathing but i'm not dead!

Hello everyone.

      For the past few days I have been to depressed to do much of anything. An I have been trying to sleep the days away.
I'm still feeling very very depressed an suicidal but I just wanted to let everyone know (as bad as this may sound) i am too depressed to actually attempt suicide. As bad as that may sound, I guess it's better.
I had been completly neglecting my inbox on everything, my myspace, my gather, my aol, my yahoo, everything. An when I got on today onto my Gather I thought I would atleast see what was in their, an I had atleast four or five messages saying "Are you alright" or "Are you still alive".
Well I'm still to depressed an do not want to talk to too many people right now, so I figured I would let everyone know that I am still alive.
I have been sick with allergies an sometimes so bad I can barely breath, an being very depressed I usually just walk around like a zombie.
If you could still pray for me, I am still hurting very much, but I am still alive.
My allergies, an my very bad lack of sleep an being very depressed has been keeping me from concentrating enough on anything.(if any of this is spelled wrong, i am to tired, so could you excuse it please).
So please keep me in your prayers an thoughts, as I said i am to depressed right now to actually attempt suicide. I am so depressed I dont wanna do anything, but i figured I would let you all know im alive, barely walking an breathing but im alove.

Keep me in your prayers.
An thank you all, already for your wonderful prayers, an the thoughts an suggestions.
Make sure you thank my wonderful youth leader she's an awesome help.
Your sister in Christ Leslie

PS: no, im not really smiling, im actually very unhappy, so dont expect a happy smiley too soon. An for the past 2 nights i have been unable to sleep at all. So you might pray that i get some sleep.