Desprerate PRAYERS NEEDED!!!!

My name is Leslie, an I am feeling very low right now. An i'm not doing well.
For the past seven years I have had to live with depression, an guilt an shame an humiliation of a traumatized past.

But I was sitting here now, an for the past two hours I have been crying an I can't seem to stop.
I feel empty, an I'm out of strength, an i am way too depressed to handle anything right now....that I just don't know what to do. I'm not feeling to suicidal right now....but I'm very upset.
I'm missing people who have died who were very close to me, an I feel like i've shamed God even though i know He still loves me.....i'm hurting very badly.

An I was just wondering if there was anyone out there who would be willing to pray for me right now, an for a while? Pray that I get strength to get through the night.

Because right now I just wanna go into my room, an crawl into my bed an cry myself to sleep, an then never wake up.

So if there is anyone willing to pray for me, you could pray that I have strength to get through the night, an that God will wrap His arms around me an remind me that it will be OK, an that I can go on.

Right now i'm hurting really badly, emmmotionally, an spiritually....that I feel weak.

So if you would please pray for me tonight?

Your Sister in Christ
Who is in need of some prayers
Leslie