(Nazanin in Persian means dear, lovely and precious. Delara has used the word Nazanin with interchangable with its meanings in her letter to Nazanin Afshin-Jam)
For my Nazanin! The one who without seeing or knowing, has sympathized with Delara
Lord, In your name
Hello to precious, my unseen friend, Hi to my dear Nazanin
I thank and appreciate for all your honest and giving support. I don't know, I even don't know how this happened to me. After many years I still haven't been able for even few minutes resolve it.
Lets not get to it,...... It has been a while that I have been wanting to write you but my hands were not helping...
Dear Nazanin, you live there...you struggle and shout and ...I am here far away and all around me is filled with your letters, memories and hopes. Filled with kindness of all of you my unseen friends. Filled with your giving, lasting and pure kindness
My Lord! On the third bed of this cell , I am sitting in the corner of an accusation and I am writing to you... Kind Nazanin. I hope for the day that I can meet all of you kind people in person and to see you with my own eyes, Because I have already have felt your purity, kindness and your vast love with my heart...
I wish God gives enough life to Delara that she can complete all her purposes...Dear Nazanin, you don’t know how difficult it is when one sees that friends and dear ones move on with life but you stay stagnant and in one place.
My dear Nazanin, you don't know how painful it is to see (in here) freedom of those who are proud that they murdered someone but in their own court (conscious) they represent themselves as innocent and not guilty and they even give themselves the right for what they had done and...
Dear Nazanin, I don't know.... may be they are right, I am only afraid that I may not deserve so much blessing and attention from so many dear ones worldwide. I am afraid that I may not deserve all my pains. The sorrows, pains, insults, despise and falsifications that has become the meanings of my life...All the meaning of my life...
You are a human rights activist and you shout...
and I quietly and with no sound, I present to your beautiful eyes , the same rights and pains ..with no judgments or words...In silence you have heard and are hearing my screams more clear and more beautiful don't you?!
My heart has much to express but time is short and I am not allowed any control !!! Writing here is meaningless.
Everything here is fake and superficial. This world is worthless but a world filled with missions.
I don't know if I will meet you my dear ones or we must leave the meeting to the the unseen world.
Anyway, Delara is not alone, Delaras are trapped in prisons and in need of God's help and in need of defenders of human right and humanity!!!
I hope that you defend humanity and always be successful. The one who defends humanity and knowledge , is not a human but a true knower of God and knower of self. A reference, a gauge and a motive for life...and that is how you are ...Nazanin (precious) of all ages.
You and I and all of us, human beings of the world came here with will but after a while we forgot everything... We live with different feelings, with perplexity and amazements and we still do not understand why?
I cry a lot, just like the spring clouds! with large droplets...have you ever seen it?! Yes my cries are because when I
was could have loved I had shortcomings and now that I am loved, my hands are tight from everywhere an everyone.
I have never cried for being imprisoned, because my thoughts and my heart is free and is with you : the best
Delara May 8, 2007
Say hello to my true loving friends
Because every night during my prayer I pray for all the people of this large and vast house
I pray that one day everyone becomes a lover and we all be the guests of Lord's vast feast
want to know ,that s you are ,wait for me untill the day i am not prison here!
(Above English Line was written by Delara)
Excuse me , my precious Nazanin If I wrote incorrect
Hope to see you...
ARAM , far and homesick
(Delara's cell mates have given her the nickname of ARAM , which in Persian means Silent, calm and quiet)
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