I don’t know his name. I don’t have a preference for whether his family name should come first or not. I can tell you how many people he killed within two or three and I wish I could not. Everyone wants to ask me if I saw the pictures of the victims on the web, if I’d heard he was a writer. What do I think(?), everyone wants to know.
When the Twin Towers came down, I knew it was a bad thing, but for some reason I knew I was being played. I felt like we Americans were being played. I didn’t know why, but my intuition was hard at work and it told me I was being played.
So I didn’t go shopping. I didn’t wave any flags. And when Billy Graham came on the radio I didn’t suddenly become less cynical about him, or what he was saying to us to get us through “it”.
At the time, three-thousand people a day were dying in the Congo, and that went on for a year or more. People were dying in hand to hand battle; people were dying from starvation; people were dying from disease. It was all because of the war there.
Three thousand a day.
Did we care? No. How could we? There were no cameras stuck in the faces of those dying black folks, so who is to say we were callous to their horror. It wasn’t on television.
Why?
You tell me.
But when the planes crashed into the World Trade Center, it was covered with the intimacy of a desperate-to-make-rent college girl’s web cam. It was forced down our throats, and for the most part, we didn’t ask why. “We” watched from 8 a.m. until 3 a.m. three days later.
Actually, I didn’t turn on the television until about 5 p.m. My intuition told me I was being played.
The television and the internet make us aware of bad things in a way that makes us blow them all out of proportion. Does “everything change” when an earthquake kills 12,000 people in Iran? Does “everything change” when Sumatra suddenly moves 90 feet to the east? Not really.
Bad things happen. It’s a big world and there have always been miserable things. The difference is that now the media come and rub our noses in it. If we can be made to feel that it is our personal loss, all the better. Maybe we’ll watch a bit longer. Maybe we’ll buy a Lexus, or some Viagra, or book a hotel room for half price.
The net effect is that we overreact. How many peaceful college campuses were there out there the other day? How many good drivers do you encounter on the freeway every day and not notice because the teevee has you on the lookout for “road rage”?
Osama Bin Laden should be a footnote, but our media, and the way it has us trained to overreact, has made him a celebrity.
Yes. We overreacted. Three thousand people a day were dying in the Congo, and it didn’t “change everything”. Nine eleven was a horrible thing, but it pales to what we might do to ourselves if we don't stop and think.


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I guess it's all to do with that crowd mentality, when people lose their objectivity and get swept along with the tide. It's not right but it happens. Your words are a refreshing change to all the other opinions out there which come from sincere people who believe all they are told.
It seems to me, there are sheep and there are shepherds, but sometimes a few sheep decide to stop endlessly chewing the grass and running when everyone else runs and get on their hind legs and take a look round, take a larger view, come out of the crowd. You have simply expressed this 'other' view. There are other similar views, on Gather and on the net in general. We need to know many things about the 'truth' we are being led to believe. Among many others, Out There TV, Loose Change are worth a visit through your favourite search engine.
Peace.
You have no idea how much it means to me that I am not alone in feeling this way. I fully expect some to be less than welcoming of this rant, and it doesn't help that my mixed feelings are written in in such a way that someone might easily see a chance to say there are contradictions. We live in an environment that trumpets people's sorrows in the same way it hypes American Idol. Someone else's misery - even our own misery - seems to be just another low-budget product to keep us staring at the screen.
Just like an article I read earlier regarding the shootings on Monday, we view all circumstances on the surface, failing to look under the hood at what the whole picture is. What appears on the surface to be "cause and effect" may not be actual truth. It takes a little time and research to try to understand the why and then dig deeper to analyze how to prevent such things, much as Weaver H. stated when he voiced our neglect to find the underlying cause of Muslim aggression against the U.S.. It's much easier to hit back fast and hard than it is to admit we might have been wrong as well. Only through connecting and understanding can the bridge between our cultures be built; it surely will not withstand our quashing of their society rules and structure and killing of their people.
Your essay does not detract from the significance of 9/11 or the college shooting, nor does it mean to deminish the amount of pain felt by the victims and their families. Instead it offers a way of comparing how we view the world to the world's realities. Well voiced and deserving to be heard, you expressed a point which requires debate. Thanks!
E.M., I agree. 32 deaths matter, but my community is around me and this should be my focus. Being exposed to an abundance of horrors gives us a skewed view of this wonderful world.
Weaver, well said. before the Iraq invasion there were handfuls of people who want an American head. It might have been manageable. Now, it's like we want to take on the whole world. Lots of luck with that (whoever wants it).
Ruth, I think the objective in the Bush administration has been to deliver as little value as possible to get him past the second election, and then generate as much profit as possible. How some people do not see that is indeed a tribute to existentialism.
Genine, you have a very well-reasoned manner of expression. This is needed, and despite my more pointed means of expression you reassure me to boot. Thank you.
I thought about elaborating on the use of the word "gamed", but that could be done in a separate post. Thank you all.
This is a mathematical question, our democracy does not scale as a system adequately for us not to have these big chaotic spams on anything that happens to bubble up and rub our collective emotions the wrong way.
Meanwhile the experts are the ones who downplay climate change, who were looking the wrong way when 911 occurred, who design products such as our cars that no one want to buy and puts half the workforce of America out of work while they send the rest of the jobs overseas.
You cannot trust the experts, and you cannot trust a distracted and stupid public ... what is it going to take to really get us to consider this and realize something has gotta give?
Whitney, you point out something very obvious that I didn't even mention. These mantrafests we have over a single topic distract from a greater variety of thought that might make us all a bit more intelligent. I don't watch CNN, etc., but I couldn't help but notice the Anna Nicole Smith thing went on and on.
Bruce, in the interest of disclosure, I work for public radio, and have felt a little silly about not saying the "commercial media". Yes, public media can do better than they are. I would especially like to see Nova stop doing shows on jet airplanes and other war toys. Is there no science to cover?
Oh, yes Diana. I used "being played" almost as a euphemism. We're promised love and protection and respect, but in the end we're just being "played", and the real subject of their affections is not us.
And - Ron you are very polite, sheesh, I have been getting dinged for my 2 mile long run-on sentences since the second grade ... I just get typing and away I go....
I liked Nova, but as I said I do not watch TV anymore so I have missed years of it. I started to question Nova a short time after they they did an investigation of whether John Kennedy was assassinated by a lone shooter. I still liked it ... and I think have even watched some of the episodes online ... that is the way to go.
We were also promised the gratuitous fun of "whoopin' ass on a bunch of A-rabs". Sounded fun, huh? Has it been fun? ______ no.
This is the second post I've done where I expected the apologists to jump up and give me a 1. None have come around. I say that speaks volumes. This administration has finally humiliated them. And if anyone jumps in to support Bush at this point, there's your fool.
Since the Arabs did find the value or their oil, or more specifically up the price of their oil that we told them about and engineer the technology and infrastructure for they have raised the price to the highest level they can without killing the goose that laid the golden egg, and used that money for the benefit of a few powerful Muslim families and religous hierarchies. Wahabi Islam is being used as a siphon to funnel money and absolute influence around the world to purge moderate Islamic leaders from their mosques and serve as the basis for the hierarchical totalitarian version of their military Nazi society.
If our troops or civilians enjoy whoopin'ass on the Arabs, well, I think that is much better than the misery I would consider it, and it is job well needed for a long long time.
An example of the difference of who is a hero in our societies. A suicide saver for example would be Liviu Librescu, the man who after having survived the Holocaust in Europe came to the US as a professor only to be murdered by the young man who opened fire in Virginia Tech while trying to get students out the door while holding it shut against the shooter. Suicide bombers kill themselves and others for the cause of the peaceful religion of Islam which you want to make out to be a joke until it's too late when they come and tell you to become Islamic. No more TV, no more music, no more freedom. By all means defend that if you can.
Whoopin' ass is something you do in a bar, if you're incompetent and have nothing better to do. The work of men is done more carefully. Anything less than prudent diplomacy is child's play, and such children chase their balls into the road.
If I "owned" the oil under Saudi Arabia and ruled the country, I'd export very little of it in raw form. I'd capture the natural gas instead of flaming it off; I'd export gasoline; I'd use the oil to create a more diversified textile industry for the benefit of all Arabian citizens. When the rest of the world was out of oil, my country would still have vast stocks, and positioned to use that oil in tandem with technologies that could get things out of it no one even dreamed of in the "just burn it" age.
I am no fan of warfare by any means, but I did see the sense in going to war with the Taliban, as well as an ongoing search for nutcake terrorists, whether they be Osama bin Laden or Terry Nichols. I don't see the connection with Iraq, and am very disturbed that we went in there, and I am not at all alone in that concern.
I'm right there with you on the Saudis. At the same time, I would say nothing is more counterproductive than incompetence. The citizenry expecting competence in such vital matters is not at all counterproductive.
>> president may have attacked Iraq because the Saudis
>> saw Saddam as a threat
Those kinds of ideas are entertained and debated in
the book.
A far as the war on terror, there are so many conflicting
dimensions and ways of looking at it, and factoring in our
President's influences and incompetancies as well as the
strange behavior of our own corporations that I am not
sure what is going on there. The fact is that if you look
at what we have let our country become we have no idea
anymore what is really operating it ... and the easiest bet
is that it is foreign "global" interests or some sort.
The "citizenry" that goes into mass hysteria over Don Imus is
not competant to perceive, understand or react to this threat,
meaning I guess that I think our days of delsusions are numbered
unless we start being a lot more aware of what is going on ...
and before we can even do that we have to have the will to
look objectively ... sadly I do not see that happening.
It is exactly these Don Imus, Monica Lewinsky, and "oh-my-God-gas has gone over $1.40" distractions that allow things to go on without being noticed by the public. I share your frustration with that, and I don't know the solution either.
I agree thought with your tag ... "If you're not confused, odds are you haven't been paying attention."
I have not heard about the end of training the Iraqi military. It must not be profitable.
What troubles me more is that this president now has the ability to use national guard troops for law enforcement or to "restore public order" within the country. This is frightening and should not be allowed to stand. It is a direct attack at another one of the pillars that hold our democracy together.
I fear that dark times are looming. Iraq was the opening act to major turmoil yet to come.
I fear you and I seem to be the only ones that are either aware or worried about the posse comitatus thing around here. I have tried to comment on this numerous times, and it either sails right on out the door, or the reaction is that I am paranoid. When that is added to the MCA and the Patriot act, the pieces necessary for a well ordered military martial law takeover are all being put in place, one at a time. All that would be left is for a natural, or man made disaster to give the excuse necessary.
Ron, I too have had some worries about a military coup, but three things mitigate it: 1) Rumsfeld is out; 2) Republicans no longer control congress; and last but not least my any means, the United States - for better or worse - is full of guns. Any attempt to turn is into a "safety dictatorship" would have the exact opposite result.
Edward, everything did not change. This was wishful thinking on Bush's part, and I interpret his words to mean, "All my campaign promises are out the door, especially the ones about nation building and keeping government out of the lives of the people." A lot has changed, but we had a choice to say "you little men cannot change us" and we instead rewarded them by becoming the ugly Americans they needed us to be in order to gain more recruits for their cause.
David, I wholeheartedly aggree with "The media covers their attacks and spreads their message for them." People who post pictures of decapitated bodies to the web are also great friends of the terrorists.
Spartan, the idea that we have mercenaries operating within our borders is a saddening thing, and that's putting it mildly.
I am not trying to be insulting here, but your points are highly naive on the martial law issue. One, Rumsfeld was only a bit player and is irrelevant. Two congress would have nothing to say about it, GWB is commander in chief, and only GWB, and once martial law was declared, the average congressman is going to see the writing on the wall, if he wasn't already in collusion (how much has really been done since the dems captured congress? Not much, and that tells you something). Three, most of those guns are in the hands of conservatives, and would be more than likely turned to upholding any action of government, not opposing it. I can't imagine too many have the stomach to stand up and be counted in the first place, if push comes to shove. We've all seen shock and awe on our TV sets, and we know the score. Any resistance would be overwhelmingly futile. Can you imagine today's citizen trying to oppose today's army with his semi auto, even given assault weapons, and no air, no anything support? Satellite monitoring, smart bombs, etc. Short lived, would be my take on ANY resistance. The underlying laws that have been passed that would make it possible, are the key. GWB has control, over the objections of any or all governors, of the national guard, the force considered heretofore to be protection against this type of thing (posse comitatus act), and can move them from state to state, on his own, which incidentally is how Tienanmen square was put down, when local troops won't fire on civilians, due to families, friends, and a shared regional loyalty, they can bring in troops from far away, just as they did in Tienanmen, and shoot the protesters. Anyone voicing protest can be trumped into being an enemy combatant with the help of judges friendly to their cause, and basically disappeared with no habeas corpus, rendered to foreign lands, etc. They already probably have a handle on any dissident or discordant voices, through the NSA, FBI, etc. such as you and I. Add to that fact that the media, now under corporate control, has done very nicely under GWB, and would probably see the writing on the wall, and where it's next meal was coming from, and report little. It can't happen here has been legally transformed into it can, if they want to, and we ignore this fact at our own peril.
The best advice ever is the motto of "The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy." "DON'T PANIC!"
Karl, panic is weak. I agree.
The thing that bothers me more than that is that I am nervous about leaving a comment like this. I am aware of the internment camps. I don't want to end up there.
Yesterday, I read a post from a US soldier in Iraq who said liberals are terrorists. It is really ironic that he is supposed to be fighting for our right to oppose this war. Obviously, the fight in Iraq has nothing to do with freedom - ours or theirs - and I am sick of hearing that. I am tired of being condescended to that someone is fighting for me. Only a moron will still believe that. Not me. I never believed it.
They are fighting for something, but it is not for me, and it is not for the good of any country. We are more at risk for terrorism because we are blowing people up and we cannot justify what we are doing there. We have been played. How much more is it going to cost us? How much more can we afford to lose?
This kind of thing has scared me for a long time now. I have always been a "Liberal", a sort of middle of the road in American politics but my personal opinions have ranged from mostly the far left to some things on the far right, but I have identified mostly with Liberals because the Conservatives, the Republicans, the Reactionaries have always seemed greedy, mean, bullying, violent ... a whole host of what I think are anti-social terms.
Some years before 9-11 it started to hit me that the "Liberals" on closer examination has a whole host of bad characteristics as well. Non-rigorous, lazy, simple-minded, incoherent, pie in the sky, living in fantasyland, irresponsible, etc.
Then one day listening to the Pacifica radio station it hit me that the leftists somehow have rationalized being in support of the Palestinians and the Arabs and have spun that in a way I find even more incredible that what the right has done on most things. It is common for the left to not care what goes on in the world, to want to simplify things into one size fits all ... and that one size is an isolationism, a knee-jerk reaction to what they do not understand ... which is most of everything.
I am now stuck. I spent a whole year telling everyone I knew all about George W. Bush and all his faults and what he was going to end up doing to this country ... and no one I know listened. I cannot stand Bush's domestic agenda of tax cuts and the ownership society BS, it is one of the most anti-American things I have ever seen. I do agree with his stand in the world ... except he is completely incompetent and pursuing this Neocon agenda ... which sounds good to me. The world is a screwed up place and if the ball can get rolling on getting rid of the despotisms I think the world could be a much better place, a place where all people could coherently act to combat things like poverty, energy scarcity, global climate change. We have got to get rid of the rogue nations, and the rogue people first, and the Liberals just do not get it.
So I can completely understand frustration with the Liberals because I think they are not doing anything for the good of the country, they are mostly whining and complaining and will do anything to get Bush and his people out of office, with no real thought of what to replace it with.
For practical purposes there is only money, and there is no way to get rid of it or replace it because if you put a wheelbarrow of it in front of anyone they will get on board, and every day we all spend out money in a system that funnels the ever increasing profits up to the same people who decide what to tell us about what everyone thinks our reality is, and we do it every day without thinking, and we do not even think about not thinking.
The Liberals are kind of like the body when it is sick, it tries to fight with all its forces, and eventually it creates a temperature .. and that temperature can get so high that it can kill the body, and I think the unthinking Liberals can be perceived by some as doing the same think the the US in the mistaken belief they are living up to peace and love and some kind of pacifist philosphy that does not fit in this case.
>> argue which side is right on some issues (in those
>> cases I suppose I'm a moderate).
Well, look at America's foreign policy since WWII and it
has gotten so convoluted and complex. I think one could
argue that no one knows which is the right side, or even
what is the appropriate side for this country anymore.
Surely not our politicians ... or the political experts.
We used to stand for something and have a culture that
people believed in, even people that came from other
countries to live here understood simply what America
was all about. What our "mission statement"was. I think
that is gone, in favor of who we think we admire ... the
souless business man who succeeds at any cost. How
this icon rose to prominence, and the effect at least 50
years and probably more of this working away on our
insides has created a festering monster. There is no
right and wrong in the classical sense of morality, there is
what leads to survival and what doesn't ... evolution, and
that can only be determined after a long time.
I think the Liberals see past mistakes and seek to avoid
what they see wrong in the past in the future. The
Conservatives see the past mistakes and want to try to
do better next time.
In the absence of a national concensus as to what the US is
doing in the world a national focus seems missing. In the
early 1900's we learned how to focus national attention and
manipulate the public mind, but over time we have cut so
many corners that we have left that mind full of holes,
contradictions and doubt in our know-it-all-ed-ness -
recipe for insanity if ever there was one.
The threat from Islam and corrupt societies in general is
that they focus for real on a very low level simplified version
of the world that they enforce with terror, and terror is a
very motivating force. We are rich enough and insulated
enough that we have nothing except money that can motivate
us to that extent anymore. Money that is being concentrated
in the hands of a few and not allowed to get out and do its
thing in the marketplace to modify behavior or build infrastructure.
If America does not find its soul we will continue this decline and
fragmentation I think. Discussion cannot be bad as long as it is not
just the standard name-calling we see sometimes.