Hi friends, I have been pretty busy the last couple of days, very very very tired. But checking in. Way to much stress and saddness and I am worn out from it. So going to go and rest for a couple hours.
Just too much going on and I am feeling totally overwhelmed with one stupid thing that makes no sense why after another.
Took some time for family and hubby. I really need God's arms around me right now. I really need a daddy to let me climb into his lap and held tight and cry. I am to upset to go into details. Some of you know a few of the trials and troubles but now more. I cannot take anymore. I wish I had wings to fly away to a far place and rest.
Just keep me in your prayers because I really need them. I know God is there but right now I am to tired to even pray I just want to sleep and cry. So say a prayer for me and I will be back on later tonight or tomorrow and catch up on all my emails and read some articles and I need to read some funny things and happy things. So anyway If you want to know email me and I will let you know in a few. Thanks.
Jen




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I send you my thoughts and prayers for your mental health and the healing process to begin so you can let go. If you need a friend, I am here.
Thanks everyone and Rob I am trying to do just that. I just did not have enough rest and now daylight stupid time is here to mess up our biological clocks until they adjust not only to that but the season equinox changes. Now if this damned head ache would go away. Actually an eye ache left side. I get them rarely but when I do blah. Better but still blah! David your right all four of my adult kids going through one crisis or another plus got a couple of my own and well I am still mama and grandma and we are supposed to bail everyone out or at least give a sympathtic ear. I know I called my mom when she was alive and felt better too, She is gone now be two years come April 5th and I miss her terribly and dad too. But my best girlfriend called today and it really helped talking to her and she is going to call again end of the week. Keep praying for my 2nd oldest son he is trying to still work things out with his ex on parenting modification and her taking kids to S. Africa, Courts "suggested" he help her get passports but did not order it. He is in appeal. He just wants a clause in the parenting plan that states when she takes the kids overseas it is to be ONLY for no more than three weeks and she has to return. Stupid judge couldn't get that or that S. Africa will not uphold US laws as the parenting plan now stands. He is not opposed to them going except wants it in writing to protect him and the kids so they continue their relationship. Two more years and his daughter can speak for herself. She is already wanting to know how to get an attorney to come live with my son. If she does and wins and she most likely will Washington state does not seperate siblings now so her brother would come too. Which can lead to more problems but not bad just need to build on or move in a mobile home and money we don't right now have but hey two years maybe we will.
And picturing the outcome in a positive way might help too. Just sit back, close your eyes and picture your chosen outcome.