There are times in your life when you need your friends, loved ones, family, comrades and such. It is moments like that; moments in your life, wren’s life and death are involved; you need your people around. I think that is when one will start looking at faces and placing the ideas of what you need with that face; that is a mistake. Here is one particular error that comes to mind about that mistake, when one has a temporary distortion in there rational due to distressing issues, while trying to deal with or get over that distressing issue. You forget who some people really are. And then you are despondently or wickedly remind what shallow is. But it is also the knock in the head that happens when diving into a shallow pool that will bring you back to your senses.
I deserve better, at least that is what I was said too, it was nice to hear that, I needed that, I needed to hear that. I think I do deserve better. I get adversity, every now and then, and I am not talking about pool, I’m talking about life, I’ll take the challenge. I do not easily quit, maybe I should apply this stubbornness to my pool game sense, the only problem with that is (pool), it’s that, sometime, when you win, you lose, and vise versa. Sometimes when you play in a match, and then lose, you’ve really won, not so much winning the point, but winning the respect of your colleges; this is something you do not seek to do, always make your best effort to win; people admire and get inspired by the heart and determination of one efforts than they do when one gets a point. Not seeking enlightenment and then getting it is what strive is without making a strive for it.


