Crappy Valentines

(c)I also found a card for my other love. Nothing romantic as he's never been romantic, but it has two telephones on the front... keeping the lines of communication open.
(b)It arrived yesterday. Quite unexpected since I thought we were still sorting everything out. :)
(c)Hug Happy Valentine's Day sweetie
(from their blogs)

  So I guess you've had me all along...no, you were only ever honest, half-truths don't count. And you wonder what's BOTHERING me?
  You asked if this valentines would be any better than the last...well, it doesn't look like it, does it?

  Last year, he got her what I would call romantic--keeping up a tradition of getting her a little teapot filled with her favorite chocolates. He said he been doing that for about the last 5 years or so. I got a bag of dark chocolates,which I only eat during"that time of the month". He stopped at a grocery store and got me roses while we were driving home because he had 'nothing else for me'--guess he didn't bother to listen to me, we'd only been together since the September before, and I'd told him I'm not a rose person; I like the more simple flowers like carnations, and wildflowers. I felt like...an after thought. And I was. He had gifts(quite a bit) for my kids. He has a hefty amount of chocolates etc. for them this year....he already told me that with the convention this weekend, and his car breaking down, he has nothing for me.

  It's just a stupid little greeting card holiday, so why does it bother me so? Why do I let it?

  Because I feel I'm not as important as everyone else. He's always using the excuse that "I'm dense, so I won't get it if you get all emotional." I think it's been used up. And he wonders why I turned down his marriage proposal after he decide to get together again with what I thought was his ex-girlfriend on the anniversary of when they met? That's not dense, it's plain dumb.

BTW: I don't wanna be called your sweetie anymore.  :(