I went to Albuquerque, NM for much of June and July 2005 on a business trip. I was so excited about it as it was somewhere I always wanted to go. I want to write (type) it all down so I never forget.
1. I was pregnant with my daughter Mia when I went. It was the first moments we "spent" alone together on a big marshmellow bed. (The Marriott).
2. The people....of whom I cannot say enough. Beautiful, friendly, connected people. I was hugging strangers, making new friends, seeing new faces. I even met my neighbor's mother who was living down there. Beautiful people. I also spoke to a man from Bethlehem in the flea market. (Mia's grandfather is of Bethlehem....yes, the Bethlehem)
3. The Sandia Mountains. I was speaking on the phone with someone about my visit. I was asking her why the Sandia Mountains were named what they were (Watermelon Mountains?) and she said look outside...now! I opened up the curtains of my hotel room and like a miracle the mountains were bathed in watermelon red....from the sun setting. I felt like the color was waiting for me. I felt special.
4. The browns, the reds, the greens. People told me they were bored of it but I thought it was beautiful.
5. My "fertility pen". We went to a place, I believe it was called old town. I bought a kokopelli pen because I liked the rock that was on it and my partner got the same thing. Next thing you know, the whole office is pregnant. 6 new babies to date. Thankfully the pen is out of ink.
6. On July 4th we went to a park with hot air balloons. Some many wonderful things to see and do....but my favorite part was at the end. I was so hot and tired....and pregnant. So I laid on the grass and soft dirt and I looked into the big sky and saw lots of beautiful fireworks....but more than that even I felt so small in the universe and yet nestled in the hand of the Earth. And it was over and people were leaving but I laid there and stared at the vast sky only wishing someone was there to hold my hand so I would not fall off my spot.
7. It was that night that I had the idea to name my daughter Mia Esperanza.....my hope.
8. It was in NM where I first felt her move. I had the idea in my head that it somehow connected us to this place.
9. I saw a lizard on a house. No really... A giant lizard adobed on a house. It was way cool.
10. Green chiles in everything and Horchatas in every flavor.


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I feel ya sister on the snake thing. You gave me the heebee jeebees. Snakes are nice. But behind glass.
You know what used to scare the bejezus out of me. When my dad told me about Gila Monsters and that they shot blood out of their eyes and that they are terrible poisonous. MAybe none of that is true....but my dad scared me sufficently enough to believe that one might find me one day......in Virginia... hee....probably behind glass. At the zoo.