Secret love lies (two word challenge)

I love you, but I will never tell you.  This is the best thing I could ever do for you.

No man could ever fit into my life.  When you ask about being more than friends, I tell you I would never want to compromise our friendship.  I lie.

At nights I dream you sleep beside me, you caress me and we both confess the feelings we've felt about each other for years.  I know it must stay a dream.

Love was never meant for people like us.  I can accept that, why won't you?

Sometimes it makes me so mad that I just want to stop talking to you forever.  But I can't cut you out of my life completely.

Remember that time we got drunk at a party and you kissed me?  I punched you for it, but I wanted to punch myself.  It was everything I've wanted from you.  The next day I got in a car accident.  I was lucky to live.  I remembered again why we can never exchange sentiments.

I share all my secrets with you, except for this.  I wish it were someone else so I could whisper the truth to you like a giddy schoolgirl and have you urge me to confess to my love while I insisted upon keeping quiet.  As it stands, I can't tell a soul.

You're my little secret and I'll die with a tear in my eye knowing it could never be.