I do not want merely to live; I want to engage life. I want to squeeze life like a tree-ripened orange, to carry life like a child. I want life to be my lover. I want to breathe deeply and fill my lungs with life; let its blood rush to my head and out to my fingertips. I want to spread life around, plant it like seed, give it away as if it had no end, no limit, as if I were rich with it. I want to take life on like a warrior, to shake it, to wrestle, to tear it open to expose its heart. I want to weep with life, to tend its wounds, to rub pure oil down deep into life's pain and sing while life heals. I want to be swept up in life's adventure, to go where life calls me, to climb mountains, explore caves. I want to refuse life nothing.
From my book, Finding Stone. Innisfree Press. Copyright
Christin Lore Weber, 1996.


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As I bump around the internet and let my intuition and intelligence act to 'be my guide', I sometimes find new links that set me up to learn and experience more and more. The 'GATHERING' of experiences leading always toward the loving need to integrate more and more into each questing mind and heart is the harbinger of emotional. conscious, and intelligent personal growth, from which institutional growth may benefit. Good brings GOOD.
This morning, not too many minutes ago, I found a new, new way -- I think -- to get at NEW WAYS to look at INTELLIGENT DESIGN which is so maligned by many naive and arrogant folk because of linguistic and knowledge blockages. The new field I have found to explore, for a while, is scientifically named Biosemiotics. Herein as I briefly surmise now, is where parts of humans 'speak to' other parts of the same and different human beings. Life speaking to Life. Life communicating with LIFE. LIFE ITSELF. Quietly finding self and others.Seeking breadths AND depths. WONDER!
The urge to live fully can be captured in many ways: intellectually and, spiritually, and experientially. By seeing a mountain as a face turned toward heaven. To see a crying child find solace in the arms of a friendly and caring person. To know that there are others who really do understand. To sit and write and imagine. To visit and come to know othernesses. To be grateful for the received gifts from GOD. To conquer both fear and anger because your conscience and consciousness KNOW that to do otherwise would be a violation of the quest to develop in self, needed personal grace. The UNIVERSE is ever yours and ours; learn how to OWN it!
Through my deep involvements in the emerging fields of communications and computer technologies in the past I knew something about signs, signals, symbols semantics, syntax and semiotics, but NOT Bio-semiotics. The words transported me back into past times. They took me briefly backward to a Summer and a stint in summer school in Cambridge (1950, AS I RECALL) where I first heard about and read some parts of the book written by I. A. Richards and C . K. Ogden, THE MEANING OF MEANING. I was writing my doctoral dissertation about Economic Development. Is language involved in growth? Most certainly! Is there MEANING then in Economic Growth? Yes! To make SOME All, REALLY REAL All. If you WILL: to Close the spiritual-material 'gap' in one's personal psyche. To LIVE! To ENGAGE finite life!
The emerging need in the years ahead for the varied and diverse societies of persons, is to give NEW meaning to the quest for the GOOD and PRODUCTIVE LIFE: For ALL! Thus enters teleology and the determination to LIVE and to meaningfully prosper.To cultivate and find ways to improve prospects for ALL lives. ALL of us children.
You wrote about such, years ago, I suspect within the context of a wish for you and ALL the rest of us I presume. Our collective human task is to learn HOW TO CREATE the WORTHY CITIES OF GOD where HUMANE goodness can and will flourish! Where there is Meaning IN Meaning!
Christin, to you, ALL life seems to be MEANING FULL engagement. God Bless,
Dick
I think the Fifties and early Sixties must have been an intense awakening to the meaning of MEANING. I'm reminded of Victor Frankl's book, MAN'S SEARCH FOR MEANING. His thought and experience had a profound impact on me then, and I still hold the image he described of the bird, perched on a post in the muck and horror of a Nazi death camp where Frankl was interred, and the bird was singing! Amidst all that terror, the bird was singing, and in the song Frankl's despair lifted and he recovered the fundamental meaning of his existence.
Thank you for your characteristically astute comments. Now I will Google "biosemiotics"! I do treasure the opportunity to benefit from all your writings here at Gather, and I hope thousands of Gather members visit your site and glean from your sage thoughts and probings into ways to create societies of humane goodness and existential wonder!
Christin
And if your friend want me to explain biosemiotics in terms of quantum theory I'll be happy to.
You are right, we should celebrate life.
Thanks for asking to join my network BTW
All my love, Anam.
CAT