numbing in its intensity
throbbing in concert with my heartbeat
it mercilessly attacks
with wide, long slashes
sharp staccato thrusts
gory, wrenching twists
i float in its never-ending assault, trying to relax and not be too battered by the current.
a prisoner of pain, i am perpetually pinned, immobilized, onto the claret velvet map of battleground in its war room.
tired, cowed, yet resolute...
i stand before it...drawing my tattered mantle of self around me, hiding a kernel of hope from its piercing eyes.

Copyright 2006, Jessica Voigts


Comments: 14
Living with pain that lasts 24/7 is difficult...pain that seems to flare up and become almost unbearable, and yet thankfully the relief is in the constant pain that we suffer. I deal with fibromyalgia & arthritis, along with degenerative disc disease, so I can understand living with chronic pain.