http://youngmusic.gather.com Recent Articles on Gather by Nick Y. en-us Copyright Gather Inc 2009 Mon, 04 Jan 2010 04:29:47 GMT 2010-01-04T04:29:47Z en-us Copyright Gather Inc 2009 http://www.gather.com/images/header/logo_gather.gif http://www.gather.com/ http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977433361 all of the things that keep me up at night will pass away before I do life is full of things some things make me glad and some make me sad but aren’t they all just one big nuanced thing along . . . Fri, 29 Aug 2008 11:20:26 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977433361 Nick Y. 2008-08-29T11:20:26Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977428429 He was a man who felt like a small boy inside a man’s body it worked out okay for him this way for the first 38 years he was comfortable and cared for he chose not to confront many adult realities . . . Sat, 23 Aug 2008 12:49:40 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977428429 Nick Y. 2008-08-23T12:49:40Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977409696 I have so many advantages I am on an unbalanced playing field my life is as easy as falling out of bed I was almost rich once but now thats gone away people are after me they want their . . . Wed, 30 Jul 2008 14:45:37 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977409696 Nick Y. 2008-07-30T14:45:37Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977399270 life is a poem pain, joy, anger, love, hurt, wholeness all things are necessary but choose to let your energy flow to the ones that work for you hold on to joy let go of hurt fulfillment . . . Wed, 16 Jul 2008 14:36:21 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977399270 Nick Y. 2008-07-16T14:36:21Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977396835 I lay next to you  your heart touches my heart I am so at home with you the person that I am when I am with you is the best version of my self that I know I don't have to . . . Sun, 13 Jul 2008 16:41:15 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977396835 Nick Y. 2008-07-13T16:41:15Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977396834 this moment is all I have it belongs to me this moment is precious to me when it's gone  it's gone forever this day is my day to live here on earth in . . . Sun, 13 Jul 2008 16:38:52 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977396834 Nick Y. 2008-07-13T16:38:52Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977396831 I wake up again with thoughts of you warm and excited I am feeling so much for you it will be one week tomorrow since we first met it seems like I've known you all my life . . . Sun, 13 Jul 2008 16:35:39 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977396831 Nick Y. 2008-07-13T16:35:39Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977385214 Oh love oh love a white hot star has landed in my life two days! I have never felt this before I have loved before but not with such immediate intensity her form . . . Sun, 29 Jun 2008 14:12:09 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977385214 Nick Y. 2008-06-29T14:12:09Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977381184 knowledge of my mortality gives me a perspective on life a little more serious if only because I feel the importance of each moment nothing should be waisted mistakes will be made of course . . . Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:53:35 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977381184 Nick Y. 2008-06-24T12:53:35Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977378260 There is fog on the bay this morning thick and white and intimate hiding the distances and softening the colors I just woke up I need a nap Noele cooked dinner at her house last night really . . . Fri, 20 Jun 2008 13:46:45 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977378260 Nick Y. 2008-06-20T13:46:45Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977376135 I think perhaps I am asking too much from [life] do I expect to meet someone wonderful? seems they are few and far between I may never meet a mate that is right for me one who is sexy and smart . . . Wed, 18 Jun 2008 04:27:29 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977376135 Nick Y. 2008-06-18T04:27:29Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977374489 love thine enemies the ones who hurt you the most feel the pain each moment matters even under the dentist's drill my life is precious I will live, I must live in love I grew . . . Mon, 16 Jun 2008 13:05:30 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977374489 Nick Y. 2008-06-16T13:05:30Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977372973 How do I think of women? are they people or objects I feel drawn to them but when I get close I feel disappointed, even repulsed I think of women primarily in terms of sex there is some kind of . . . Sat, 14 Jun 2008 05:58:04 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977372973 Nick Y. 2008-06-14T05:58:04Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977367791 I live in a place of great beauty and mild ugliness. I live at the edge of a giant city, where the city meets the sea. All cities are toxic and they can't help poisoning whatever they touch. So the . . . Tue, 10 Jun 2008 13:30:09 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977367791 Nick Y. 2008-06-10T13:30:09Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977361901 Life is a poem sometimes a dark poem sometimes a stupid and wasteful poem sometimes it is a very beautiful poem the greatest poetry in the world is love love is what we are all seeking it is . . . Thu, 05 Jun 2008 06:01:52 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977361901 Nick Y. 2008-06-05T06:01:52Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977361115 The end of regret the beginning of honesty moving forward no looking back I was dragging a huge sack of the past behind me now I look at each moment and feel totally present I feel alive and . . . Wed, 04 Jun 2008 13:26:39 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977361115 Nick Y. 2008-06-04T13:26:39Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977360266 Be Honest. Tell your self the truth. What is real? What do you believe? Separate what you wish were true from what you know to be true. No wishful thinking. No seeking comfort in fairy tails. . . . Tue, 03 Jun 2008 13:17:09 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977360266 Nick Y. 2008-06-03T13:17:09Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977333105 Hmmmmm..... Getting better? Seems like it's becoming more comfortable to be alone I don't know I have positive people in my world I have people a situations that bring me great . . . Sun, 27 Apr 2008 10:38:42 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977333105 Nick Y. 2008-04-27T10:38:42Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977331907 shame (feeling that others will judge me or assume there is something wrong with me because I am not in a relationship) self hate inadequacy insecurity pain sadness (feeling unwanted) lack . . . Fri, 25 Apr 2008 13:13:42 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977331907 Nick Y. 2008-04-25T13:13:42Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977327855 grey cloudy sky splash of red bleeding into the cloth split by knife hook up the belly despair of mouths that drip honey on the carpet flies stick to lips legs locked in rigor . . . Sun, 20 Apr 2008 13:15:51 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977327855 Nick Y. 2008-04-20T13:15:51Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977307644 Another sunrise... I see so many of them these days I suppose that a life that is full of challenges and learning and growth and joy and heartbreak can cause some restless nights at least . . . Fri, 11 Apr 2008 13:11:52 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977307644 Nick Y. 2008-04-11T13:11:52Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977304610 How do we settle our accounts with the people that we have loved and lost? People hurt people; My wife hurt me and threw me away like a piece of trash. I hurt Linda and Val. I drew them in with . . . Tue, 08 Apr 2008 05:25:23 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977304610 Nick Y. 2008-04-08T05:25:23Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977303798 I just got back from Alex's 18th birthday party at Becky's (my) house. Doug was there. I am hurting from the experience. I got to hang out with Bradley. That was great. But I was . . . Mon, 07 Apr 2008 12:44:08 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977303798 Nick Y. 2008-04-07T12:44:08Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977302271 Who knows the path I should take? do I trust my self to find the right way? I am standing alone in the world that is all anyone can do we are all alone for all time and for ever we may . . . Sat, 05 Apr 2008 12:10:45 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977302271 Nick Y. 2008-04-05T12:10:45Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977301490 Things are changing for the better married to Becky for 10 years put me on a path  a pattern nightclubs and restaurants spending money flashy, fake focus . . . Fri, 04 Apr 2008 14:11:41 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977301490 Nick Y. 2008-04-04T14:11:41Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977300655 her life is in balance she works with something creative and artistic she may be a painter or a sculptor she lives near the ocean  she swims regularly for exercise her style . . . Thu, 03 Apr 2008 12:39:58 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977300655 Nick Y. 2008-04-03T12:39:58Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977299804 my life is in balance my music program is successful and growing with four teachers teaching full schedules I teach ten classes a week I am performing in clubs three nights a month I am creative . . . Wed, 02 Apr 2008 12:09:03 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977299804 Nick Y. 2008-04-02T12:09:03Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977298648 Home alone it's been an active time seems like I have been drinking too much lately Had a crazy day on Saturday band rehearsal with the girls had some beers with an old friend who is vary . . . Tue, 01 Apr 2008 04:24:44 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977298648 Nick Y. 2008-04-01T04:24:44Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977297088 Something is about to happen the sand is shifting my life has been moving in a direction for some time now I feel the wind has shifted my fortunes are going to change because . . . Sun, 30 Mar 2008 13:28:20 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977297088 Nick Y. 2008-03-30T13:28:20Z http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977296414 I hugged my ex My heart is a mystery to me how can this be? I have spent two years hating her with every cell in my brain but now like a flipping a switch the hate is gone all the shit . . . Sat, 29 Mar 2008 15:57:17 GMT http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.action?articleId=281474977296414 Nick Y. 2008-03-29T15:57:17Z